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I think im spending new year alone.

My family is going to be sleeping ata the whole night. What a sad way to start the year. Oh well.

Nothing much happened today. It was sad actually. Mejo. Pero, okai lang. Masaya naman. I guess.

I wont sleep until 12am. Duh! Hahaha. Everyday naman ganun ako eh! So yun. Na-LSS ako sa Oh well. Nyaha! Kanina kasi sa car eh, paulit ulit. Ka-addict. :D Sana, maging okai yung 2oo6. Sana. I'll make it shorter na lang.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

I MISS YOU GUYS! MWAH! :D HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR! INGATS! PAKASAYA! :D LABYU!

Currently feeling: New year-IE

 

Sa lahat ng nagmamahal, napapansin ba natin toh? Kasi, kani-kanina lang, may sinasabi yung friend ko sa isang forum. Sabi niya, pag nagmamahal daw ang isang tao:

"..Parang nakakapit sa isang patalim, nagdudugo na ang kamay mo, hindi ka pa rin bumibitaw."

Totoo nga naman diba? Lalo na pag nagpapakamartyr ka. Kahit gaano kahirap, kahit gaano kasakit. Kapit ka lang ng mahigpit. Palalim ng palalim ang sugat. Pahigpit ng pahigpit ang hawak mo sa kutsilyo. Sa isip mo kasi. "mahal ko siya, kailangan maging malakas ako para sa kanya ipaglalaban ko toh." ang tanong diyan eh, Gusto ba nung taong yun na ipaglaban mo? Gusto ba nung taong yun na maging malakas ka para sa kanya? at higit sa lahat Alam ba niya?

Yan ang hirap sa ganyan eh. Kapag wala ka ng ibang nakikita kundi yung taong yun, yung taong yun at yung nararamdaman mo para sa kanya, yun kasi ang bumubulabog sayo eh. Yung mentalidad na pag nakuha mo siya, makukumpleto ang buhay mo. Pag minahal mo siya ng lubos, matututunan ka rin niyang mahalin. Bastah maiparamdam mo, may pag-asa. Eh pano nga kung wala? Pano nga kung hindi ka naman niya kayang mahalin? Pano kung niloloko mo lang pala sarili mo? Aba siyempre, Hindi mo makikita un. "mahal" mo eh! Kaya kung ano lang ang gusto mo makita, yun lang.

Kapag magkasama kayo, at nakikita mo siyang nakangiti at masaya, iniisip mo agad, dahil magkasama kayo. Yun pala, within eye's view lang yung totoo niyang gusto, kaya ganun. O kaya, kapag nilalapitan ka niya para magtanong, tuwang tuwa ka, kasi ikaw yung una niyang nilapitan. Yun pala, katabi mo lang yung gusto niya, kaya sinasamantala niya yung pagkakataon. Kapag nagkasakit ka, at tumawag xa o nagtext para mangamusta. Halos, gumaling ka na in a second sa sobrang tuwa. Nag-aalala lang pala siya, kasi, kaibigan ka niya. kaibigan ka lang niya.

Hay, ipaglaban mo p're. Kung nararapat. Hindi naman masama ipaglaban eh. Kung mahal mo ba naman xa, at mahal ka rin niya, edi, why not? Hindi kasi sapat na Mahal mo. Sa ganyang pagkakataon, mas importanteng Mahal ka rin. Dahil, kung hindi ka naman niya mahal, pano na yun? Nagpipitik bulag ka na nga. Mag-isa ka pa. Nagmumuka ka lang tanga.

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Masakit pero totoo. Ganda no? 

 

    I live in a perfect world, where everything is perfect. Every person is happy. Every person is loved. I live in a world where people smile. People laugh and love one another. I live in a world full of hatred and jelousy but despite the mistakes, people know how to be happy. They appreciate one another respect each other. They are perfect, that's the reason why they insult and criticize. They have this right because they are perfect. They dont make mistakes, that's why they notice other people's mistakes. I live in a world where everything is perfect, and the only imperfection is me.

-Posted by annne at 7:10pm

"..From a far, everything looks perfect.."

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I can't get an iPod. I can't have one. My dad, started this talk with me about 5 minutes ago. It made me want to give up. But I remembered something.

                                             

I hope tama yan. And I dont really want to lose hope. To others. ciempre, parang ang babaw dba? iPod lang yan. But for me. It's not just about the iPod. It's about proving to myself. and to my parents. That I can do it. They dont understand me. And they dont support me. I want to prove to the world that Iam capable of doing things like these. It might be mababaw. Pero, I have to prove something. Something to this Perfect world.

 

Excited mga tao dito! Hindi pa New Year! Kanina pang afternoon yan! Ingay ingay! :D

Im bored once again. No progress actually. My mom's been annoying me about fixing my things AGAIN. Haha. Yoko nga. What a waste of vacation time. Maybe tommorow. I want to go outt!!

I miss Gimik. I miss hnging out with my friends. I miss my friends!

I've been fixing my multiply all day. It's fun sa totoo lang. Haha! It makes me want to take more pictures of myself? Haha! with my friends! Of course! I want to spend more time with them, and cherish the moment by taking pics! Oh yeah! Were simply. Vain! Haha! Help!

Sa totoo lang. I want a digicam! Haha! Pero, wag na, may cam naman sa cel eh!

 

Multiply. Ka-adeek! Haha. Maayos nga ulit yung mga pic! Btw. I miss you guys! Oo Kayo! :D 

Currently watching: Mr Bean
Currently feeling: Hyper!

 

I just finished eating an apple. :D

Nothing really happened todai. And that's also the reason why I cant think of a make-sense title. I just sat infront of the computer all day. Trying to ignore every word my mom utters. It's getting annoying actually.

I made a multiply todai, well actually kahapon pa. Pero ngayon ko lang xa inayos. Andun nga yung mga pictures nung Christmas.

I read Ekay's entry kanina. The story, Why the Leaf Left the Tree. Sa blogie nia. It was really nice. Natamaan nga ako eh, sa totoo lang. It was about Love. About, letting go of a person you truly love, because you know you have to set that person free. Ang ganda. Maganda talaga. :D

Dapat gigimik kami tommorow sabi ni Tin. But Mackee said na hindi na daw. Hindi kasi pwde si Kim. Si Kim, nasa hotel ngayon! Haha, buti pa xa. Masaya cguro vacation niya. Haha! Well, si Kim pa!

I want to learn to commute, on my own. Anywhere. I want to go to Glorietta. Or some mall far away. :D Eunice! Haha. Our plans! Pero, After intrams na daw. Payagan kaya ako? Haha, we'll see. :D

Hindi gumagana yung Unlimited ng Globe. Maybe the system is down again.

Currently watching: Disney
Currently feeling: AppleD